I ♥ Hello Kitty

♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

SOMETIMES GUYS ARE JUST FULL OF SHITS. I'M GETTING VERY HOT TEMPERED LATELY. DONT KNOW WHY. I THINK BACK, I FEEL SO DISAPPOINTED,

1. HE SAID HE WONT TOUCH ALCOHOL ANYMORE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE = BUT HE STILL DOES. PROMISE BROKEN

2. HE SAID HE'LL PAY MY RING INSTALLMENT FOR ME = NOT A SINLE CENT RECEIVE. LAST MONTH PAID ME $70 ONLY. i feel very tired. every month i got to push him to clear his debts, fulfill what he promised me.

3. HE SAID HE WONT FIGHT ANYMORE,= FIGHT ONCE WE PATCHED BACK THE OTHER TIME. REASON GAVE WAS COS OS HIS DEAR FRIENDS.= promise broken again.

how many more disappointments will i get????? never trust a guy by their sweet talks. all are just bullshit and to make you happy for the time being. hate this feeling. i'll earn my own dollar and never depend on singaporean guy again. actions speaks louder than words.

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♥ Thursday, December 03, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

Had been keeping myself busy lately. Still i kept thinking about him! Dreamt of him & Wife 3 times. OMG am i crazy? i told Carine, we'll get over it together and let go together. I know i love him, but trust n many things are keeping me away. I dont wanna see him, cos i know once i see him, i'll fall in again, we'll quarrel again cos of our characters & no trust in the r/s anymore. i cant trust due to many many problems n upteen times of quarrels, fight, disappointment.

i hope i excel in workm but sometimes, things cant be rushed. :p love my pals who has been there standing by me. :) THANKS GUYS!

i hope Santa will give me an iphone. haha.. but i'm also satified with my current phone la.. juz than iphone can play games,,, surf the net.

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Been Here @ 6:02 PM

♥ Thursday, November 26, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

Cleaned the house as dad has moved all his spareparts out already. Mopped, Sweeped. Watch Vcd till 7pm than headed to Kovan with Ling, Jia to find Small Clara. She's there with her couple friend Pei Lin & Alex. chatted and had dinner there. Than headed to Serangoon Gardens to slack. No drinking Juz talking session.

I gotta admit , my mind still thinking about him every single day, everywhere i go . I know if he has a gf, i'll be very sad. i know i'm selfish. i got to get over all these. I hope i can. Concentrate on work. On the other hand, I dont want mum & dad to be disappointed in me. They gave me everything i want, this is the least i can do. I keep reminding myself, to control & not to patch back, Work come first. I tell myself to control not to message him, but i cant. I'm still trying . very very hard. I feel more carefree though. cos i dont have to bt guilty to hide from my family. can everything be back in place soon? I dont wanna love again.

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♥ Thursday, October 15, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

another disappointment. if promises are meant to be broken, what are promises for?

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♥ Wednesday, September 09, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

i've been working so less this month! i've no more heart to work actully. most prob my daddy will be bringing me into property line.

Friday 4/9/2009. Rested at home. Glenn my colleague organised a mini drinking session for for my bday. no nice photos taken. We went to Neil road... draink n sing till 1 plus headed to Tiong Bharu for Teochew porridge. It was so ex! imagine $75 for 8persons~ and were just normal foods like minced meat, clams, duck etc etc. ppl who turned up. Kelvin, Glenn, Kenneth, Zhen Zhen, Sue, Wendy, Xiao Cin & Cash,,, after eating they headed home and i headed to Boat Quay to meet Jeryl n the rest. Was moody cos dear picked up a quarrel with me for nothing again. He said that why everyone goes home and i mst to boat quay... it's my birthday... i just wanna enjoy myself since i'm not working for the next few dayssss............ History repeats itself..............

Saturday 5/9/2009. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! met my honey Clara for dinner... Jeryl joined us... than Shuiling & Kejia came. They nv failed to brighten up my days. alwasy there for me. The got me a Chanel Whitening Makeup Base.. Make up is my all time fav.! 9[m we headed to Dragonfly where the PARTY STARTS....... opened 2 bottles.... mummy.. daddyy... jia hui jie..... jeryl.. shuiling.. clara... kejia(came for awhile)... Dear... Ah Teck... Clare... Alex.. Ah Kae... Adrian.. Jean..Kenneth.... all came. Teck opened 10 shots for me. BUT The real party starts when my bestiess FeiZai.. Xian... Zhiyong.. came. They opened 4 Lambogini for me. dad helped to drink alittle. Kenneth opened 1 Lambo.. n my honey clara also open 1 Lambo. But dad helped me. I Drank 3 and i already half gone. Fei opened 2 bottles of martelle and few jugs of beer. They mixed to Martelle in beer and drink like few cupsssss.......... dad help me to drink few cups.... all of us was drank.... Carine, Alvin and Wanting came.. i dont even remember seeing them as i was lost already.... abt 2.40am mummy brount me home as i was lying straight already! HISTORY REPEAT. I dont even remember the scene dear caused. Ok.. i'm reconsidering this r/s as mummy n daddy disapproved too! it's already like so many times this happens, he gets drunk.. became violent to others.... or sometimes says till like i'm a bitch who sleepa around. i could not tolerate anymore. head from mum he was crying othside DF.... throws chair... scolding all the cars who passed by him~ he even said i was dancing with Raymond (AH AN) when he was not even present at my bday. i really could not tolerate any longer. within a year... always drunk and cause trouble. What more can i do?????????

Mummy drove me to her house on sunday with honey and picked up all my items. She wants me to move home from then onwards. i tink that's the end of the story already........................................................ sometimes i wonder, why do history keeps repeating n repeating until one day, when it reached beyond limit than they realised their mistakes??

mummy treat me and honey clara crabss n sunday,,,,,
\Finally today(tuesday ) i got my adidas jacket . my pressie for uncle!! YAY!

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♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

off today. yesterday went Resort for a small drink with Clara & Mazakir... Dear..
it was so quiet there. only 4 tables. drank till 2am than we headed home. nothing much. SHould be going out with my group of girls to butter factory on my birthday!

Work is nothing but stress now. i'm under target. i hope i can hit my 40k sales figure or at least 35k . :(

so much things to buy!! money money pls drop from the sky?

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Been Here @ 4:14 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009

I ♥ Hello Kitty

was browsing through Her World. Saw 2 of my fav Rings..

Oh The Way Home From Iluma...

After dinner with Clara HOney on a Tuesday night...

Daddy & Me @ Rachatdah

Daddy*

KoLo , Daddy & Me

@ Resort.

HOme*

Spend my off alone today. but i'm not alone. Woke up, prepared and went over to mumy's office. Had lunch together with dad & mum. than Jia Hui Jie Jie came over to look for me. Had some sushi and shopped alittle. It's really a shopping day for her but not for me :( didnt manage to get anythink at all. nothing catches my eyes. FInally had some time to meet my dear sis :) really enjoyed it. We parted around 5pm while i headed to Cold Storage to get some food items. Cooked Ba Kut Teh for dear. not bad la.. lOl. fetched him home from his work at 8pm ... ok uploaded some over due pics... :)

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